devablu

loneliness.............it is one thing that i hated most,the one thing what i couldn't really understand about human.there are times when we do not have any aim and destination.Father please be with us.human are so complicated and not easily trusted,they rarely could accept any indifference among them.They gossip,they want to dispose those are not the same as them.

Father please forgive me, i am just so sensitive, so pessimist and cooped up in my own world.Right now i do not really have anyone to be by my side,and comfort or share with me. I kept a distance from others just to keep myself safe.Father, what should i do to have a friend? I have left trails that will disappear in a moment, i have to move from one to another place.No sense of security for others and myself.But those memories i had,might be sweet and terrible.None of them will disappear.But i can choose right for what i should believe? I was once a human who had feelings for them, after time changes, everything is not the same anymore. Father i really liked myself and really hated myself. This is the way i loved myself.