devablu

maybe no one will read this, but if anyone ever read this...i am hoping that they would reply..
this is a very lonesome world, but can anyone ever be lonely the whole time.
i kept on thinking,if i am ever to do something huge,big or great..........maybe i have to overcome all these,including my loneliness.

不到一分钟的感觉，却带来了一些温馨的feeling。。。
小偷你在哪里？

loneliness.............it is one thing that i hated most,the one thing what i couldn't really understand about human.there are times when we do not have any aim and destination.Father please be with us.human are so complicated and not easily trusted,they rarely could accept any indifference among them.They gossip,they want to dispose those are not the same as them.

Father please forgive me, i am just so sensitive, so pessimist and cooped up in my own world.Right now i do not really have anyone to be by my side,and comfort or share with me. I kept a distance from others just to keep myself safe.Father, what should i do to have a friend? I have left trails that will disappear in a moment, i have to move from one to another place.No sense of security for others and myself.But those memories i had,might be sweet and terrible.None of them will disappear.But i can choose right for what i should believe? I was once a human who had feelings for them, after time changes, everything is not the same anymore. Father i really liked myself and really hated myself. This is the way i loved myself.

a person has to do what he is got to do.Sometimes some asshole will look at you in a way as if u are different from them, so what? I am not the person whom u can just slap me and go away,no way, i will make sure u will kneel before me, and beg me for forgiveness. Trusting a person is never easy, but i believe being straightforward and trusted is the quality of a person. Faith that i am talking about is not something small and inadequate.But it is the quality and passion of to be who you are. You are who you are.It's easy to follow others topics and be like them, and get your life as an asshole, but we an individual. So why not be myself, be the winner and be the asshole in front of asshole.  

a cold winter with no one to talk to......what a day.

my goodness today i am so tired,walking all day,with mommy yesterday.I am just a little adorable ,idiotic pig.haha......somehow to day i planned something else,clean my own room.

and then i was thinkin,i really want to buy books,where the hell should i buy it then...?page one in 101 is a good one,cheez i am expecting so much.but unfortunately no more discount,the books are so expensive and outdated.my goodness kill me.so disappointed.so this time i aim to buy that naoto fusakawa book.hehe.my evil plan has just begun.

i plan to use my talent to dominate the whole world......i think i can do it...haha.

这是我第一次开自己的自恋网页。。。。不知道在想什么。等一下，我想到了，最近的作品向好好分享，对了，以后再做几个不像样的作品出来，让自己浩浩丢脸。哈哈